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Life sucks.
Abby had two appointments today. One to make sure her neck was correcting and her usual check up.
Well...her heart murmur is still there so she has to go all the way to Amarillo to see a cardiologist. Her neck is almost fine so at least that's a lot less worry.
What is really getting me all in a loop is her placiophelagy..placiophalogy...I don't know the exact medical term for it but her head is flat on one side because of all the neck trauma.
They want us to go allll the way to Dallas to get it fixed! Then go back weekly! We have insurance but the doctor said a lot of insurance companies don't cover it because it's cosmetic.
A specialist all the way in Dallas? Weekly? For at least 2 months? With NO insurance?
We can't afford it. We just can't afford it. But we have to afford it because Abby will one day grow up and her bone structure will be too hard to correct! But we can't afford it...
She doesn't deserve to grow up with a one sided flat head. She's a beautiful little girl and I'll love her no matter what, but it just isn't right.
This was supposed to be a happy update. But as you know me, even though you saw exclamation points you never saw '^^'. '^^' is when I'm happy. It's my favorite sign to use at the end. In the forum I even used my cheerleader pom pom's before the appointments.
But my little miss Beauty Pageant is growing up with a misshapen head, how can I be happy?
My poor little Miss Beauty Pageant. Did you know the doctor first called her that because she waved like Miss America when she first came out? ^.<~ A wink and a tear. So precious and beautiful. It's a hard enough world out there already...
My husband said we might be able to afford it if we stop paying on the house. We'd have to move into an apartment. We'd also have to sell our cars...
And it's still a pretty big 'might'.
We blew most of our savings on the Pregnancy. All we have now is 1500 dollars in savings...
I'm just on the verge of tears. I did want to update though because it gives me a chance to do 'something' instead of just waiting...
All I can do is wait. Obviously if we lose our house and such, NSI will not update for a long long time. It's fairly obvious though that is the least of my worries...
During this whole trauma either look for no updating for awhile or...or constant updating that keeps my mind off of my own problems.
Heh! I never even touched the heart murmur issue. I don't really know what to think of that.
Once again, Animaniacs is my escape from reality.
And people wonder why I love it so much.
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